based on a true story.

are you gonna say anything? i'm not going to break. I"m starting to get a little freaked out, but i'm not going to break. it's not that i dont care, because i do care, what you think about me, i do..... care. i just cant tell you what you want to hear. which seems to be a theme in my life right now. just because you cant say something doesn't mean you dont want to. You can want to very much. And you can be with a person, and be happy with them, and not love them. And you can love someone and not want to be with them. you dont need to love someone to want them. oh thats frustrating. you know, when your brain tells you what you want and what you acutally want dont match up, it's exhausting. and... oh it's complicated. but that's life. and life....... sucks.